Lost

Tonight I got lost going home from stitch night

I had a moment or so where I did not know where I was....
I was going on the side of some expressway but where was I...

After while I ended up about a mile from where I should be...
How did I get there??? I did not know then all of a sudden I figured it out...
but when you have been a care giver for so long I think You actually have a fear...

Am I going to get Alzheimers??? Am I going to get Parkinsons and end up in a nursing home??
How will I turn to?? Who will help me?? What if my husband dies and I am by myself??

All these are common feelings and do not go away overnight!! It may take a lifetime....

In the meantime...I am glad I finally got back to reality..