In Sunday school today one of the ladies brought out that we often face an Identity crisis...
We are not cheerleaders any more, we are no longer students, or If we quite work we are no longer workers...
Then who are we??
That got me to thinking as I am facing that right now...
I am not a caregiver anymore, I am not a daughter, and I am not a Mother and will never be a
grandmother (a sadness that will never go away!!)
So who am I???
I think we think of ourselves humanly when we need to think in the Spiritual realm...
We may not be whom we want to be however I have a child of God, We are a creation of God, we are made in the image of God...
Is that enough??
My husband and I were also talking on the way home...sadness began to flood my soul...we started talking about Mom and Dad...I was having guilt feelings on things I could have done differently with Dad...My husband said "Oh no your Mother would have never liked it..she would have been upset" and I said...
If anyone ever happy?? You have little babies you are stressed, you have little children and you get stressed, You have teen-agers you get stressed, they grow up and leave you alone and you feel deserted, or if you never have children you are always sad and wished life would have been different...Are you ever happy???
One thing my Mom did teach me is this...if we were Happy all the time here on earth we would not want to go to Heaven...so if we just remember who we are and where we came from and where we are going God can get us through all the sad times, all the Mothers Day, all the Fathers days...all the Easters and Holidays without the parents and family...after all what is worse then not having a family on Easter??? It would be to not be a part of Gods Family in Heaven...
I am a Child of the King and I have a family...
Sunday, March 28, 2010
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